sebastian-wolf

I'm sure as you can see it's been damn close to a year since I last posted anything and longer in some cases. I'm very busy I have a job now and College is still something I'm trying to get threw add moving a relationship and the holidays as of now to that mix and you have a very crowded schedule. I've hopped in to say that I am working on drawing my D&D character Jaerlyn Dalael. So. With that said, I'm hoping to have a new piece up shortly, I believe it to be 1000 times better than anything I currently have in my art gallery. PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF I HAVE IMPROVED AS MUCH AS I HOPE I HAVE!

Thank you,
Sebastian.

I know this is late but:

I'm thankful for everything in my life. Both the good and the bad. If thing had not happened the way they did in my life I would not be where I am now, and I would not be who I am today. I'm thankful for all things. However, the thing I am most thankful for is my chance to have this life and just to be alive on this planet. I think a lot of people take that for granted and do not realize just how luck they are to be here.

JUST SO EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN WONDERING. I'M IN THE BEST MOOD I HAVE BEEN IN, IN A VERY LONG TIME. I FELL GREAT. THANK YOU ALL WHO FALLOW ME AND SUPPORT ME IN MY ART.


~Sebastian Wolf

The mood status can't even describe how happy I am right now. XD

My own ramblings; feel free to read them. Just don't make some kind of "oh, you're so emo smart ass comment about this"...I'm not in the mood for that shit today.
~Sebastian

I've done a lot of thinking, and life seems meaningless...and while I know there are a lot of people who would argue this point with me. I can't help but wonder, what reason do we have for being alive.

Even so, life tells us we should live, that we should not give up.

What are we here for? To prove ourselves to the other living beings around us? To show those around us what we achieve? It's ridiculous!....what is the point to it? This need we have to prove ourselves, and for what? There is no answer to this.

What makes us so different when in fact, we are all very much the same. Our appearances, our voices, our personalities? Yes, these things define all of us; make us who we are, but does that really make us different? I do not believe any of use truly are different. I believe that what we define as "different" is simply a mind set.
Why does this matter? Why do we care about another's past or what background they are from; other than the obvious "are they bad?" or "will they hurt my family." Why do we, as people, care so much about what is around us in life.

Is it all really necessary to our survival or is this just something we have grown to expect? A programing of sorts derived from thousands upon thousands of year of repetitive actions. What is the reason we allow these rules to bind us?
For others approvals? If that is the case, than what is so meaningful behind what others in life think of us? Why do we strive so hard for the approval of others? I myself, and everyone else likely, have fallen pray to this simple mentality. However, what is the point other than "pack", or "social" mentality? There are people in the world who do fine with solitude, yet others are driven to insanity from it. The world....no....life....does not make since. WHAT ARE WE HERE FOR?

~Sebastian

I must say that I am amazed I didn't think to get two thousand views in one year thank you to everyone who stopped and looked at my work left comments and liked or added me to their watch.

     On another note, I've been busy. My college classes just started back up so it's back to classes soon. I think I may have a good chance at a certain job I've applied for so wish me luck.....God knows I need it. I'm currently working on homework.....Oh joy.-.-' But it's not too difficult as of yet. Let's hope it stays that way. I have Algebra this quarter and I've never take the class in my life really....Though, yes, I did graduate high school...I just missed that class...Needless to say, I can do anything above and below Algebra. The rest of my classes are my legal courses that I need in order to graduate. All together I have 16 credits this quarter.

     I have some rather bad new....Not for you; it affects me more than anything. My dog that I had since I was six years old died about a week ago. It was really sudden...I mean I knew he was old and he had heart problems but He was just fine a week before he died.....I had just seen him that last week before he suddenly got worst. The worst part is that I didn't even get to see him one last time before he dies.....I know a lot of people will say it's better that way ...But....I don't agree.  

     It still affects me greatly and I know a lot of you may think that he just a dog and I should get over it....All I have to say is you don't know what that dog has done for me....I had no friends when I was a kid and that dog was my only friend back then....for me it is like losing a brother. I will not take disrespect on this matter so if that is what you are planning leave before I decided to tare a hole into your ego. Because I can tell you now I don't have much patience.

    Since this has happened I have not been much in the mood for writing or drawing, and everything I have tried to come up with had not be that great.....in short my muse is shot. Sorry guys; I do hope this won't last long but I can't make any promises at all.

    Bottom line thank you all for all of the help in improving my art since I joined just about two years ago, and thank you all so much for you patience with me and for putting up with me and my annoyingly slow updates and works. XD Please continue to help me with my work as I post new things and tell me where I may be able to improve.

Sebastian Wolf

Hello everyone, things are going great. I'm a little more stressed out and can't wait for my two week brake from my college classes. I need them desperately. I met a really kind girl today, and because of her I have been inspired to do a fairy series. I don't know how long it will take me to complete this, but I know that I will have fun with it as I absolutely love drawing wings of any kind. I'm actually in a rather good mood this evening even though I've a tun of homework to do this evening. It will be fun though....I'll make if fun even if it kills me XD. It's a lot of well placed hard work and I really can't wait to reach my goal and graduate.  I've finally got passed my writers block, and though I don't remember mentioning this, I am yet again picking up working on my book. I hope to have it done soon I'm really looking forward to getting it published and I'm excited to be finally hitting the half way mark on the first of what I hope to be three books. After three years of hard work all I can say say is it took me well over long enough...though great work should never be rushed. I'm just happy to finally be hitting that point.